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More TFIOS (?)

Oh,hi.
So,I guess it is a known fact that I am in love to death and back with John Green's "The Fault In Our Stars".Now,it is also a known fact that today,at 6 pm PST there is a livestream with John Green,Shailene Woodley,Ansel Elgort and Nat Wolff that also features performances of some incredible songs from the soundtrack of the movie performed by Ed Sheeran *aka my favourite singer*,Charli XCX *who also had this song in the trailer from a movie we all know as 'Vampire Academy:Blood Sisters'* and Grouplove.
Now,I live in Romania,which basically means that my timezone would be GMT+2,which translates as : THE LIVE STREAM WILL BE AT FREAKIN 4 AM ON A SCHOOL DAY.It's also been a really crazy school time,so I am all over the place,but I somehow still want to make some time and watch the live sream from 4 to 7am and go straightaway to school.
I got my snacks,I got my strong coffee,and I have my tissues.I am ready.
Now,I was talking about this today at school and I have been exhausted for the *more than* few last days,and one of my best friends asked me "Why do you really wanna watch it live,though?" and I actually had no idea what to answer her.
Truth be told,I had no idea why this and seeing the movie the day it comes out is so important to me,so I obviously started overthinking this,because that is what I do.And I think I came up with some pretty accurate things.
Mainly,I think that the most important thing to me is belonging for once,and feeling like I am part of something.I did use to stay up really late/early for music/movies/whatever awards,I did pre-order books and was excited about them,I was excited as hell about movies coming out,but somehow I never really felt as incredible and hyper about anything before TFIOS.
I don't know why I have such strong feeling for this,but it is probably the only movie I will ever go into with ENORMOUS expectations and I still somehow have the feeling that the actual movie will be even better.The fact that despite the movie cast is lovable and that John Green is one of my favourite writers/human beings,I also pretty much love Grouplove and Charli,and,as I mentioned before,Ed is my bae.
So,I guess that I just wanna feel like I am there.I am part of something.I really feel like this is the only movie I will feel the need to own on a DVD and watch a thousand times and still cry like a baby every single time.
And the soundtrack so far seems to be incredible,which makes me think that this will outrun both 'The great Gatsby' and 'Catching Fire' soundtracks that used to be the best for me.Oh,well.
I am genuinely obsessed enough to stay up from 4 to 7am and watch a live stream.I guess I am just weird and passionate like that.
Whatever,I do ramble a lot.



Love always,
Me.

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