Gabbie's bookish thoughts

Personally,I am quite Grinch when it comes to the subject of holidays in general,especially Christmas.For as long as I can remember,I have strongly disliked Christmas with every piece of my being.Last year,I got to the point of literally hating it. I suppose it all goes back to the days when I was really little. I never really had a nice Christmas celebration thing,simply because I nevevr got the idea of it all.Family reunions are just another thing that fits very well to my etremely-stressful-events category,simply because I actually hate 99% of those people,and having to sit at a table and act nice to them literally makes my brain hurt and makes me wanna get my eyeballs out of my head.So,of course,I'd mainly just peacefully state that I do not by any means feel like going anywhere to waste my time,and I would rather,as a usual kid,like to stay the heck at home and watch some lame ass Disney movies or Christmas movies or anything.This would normally lead to World War 3 in my fam

Have you ever thought about how you actually get created as a human being? Me,I believe that the process of creating yourself is what is important,more than finding  yourself.Life is not about that destiny  so many of us choose to believe in.Life has no greater meaning,there is no deeper idea behind the simple thought of existance. We come.We go.We die. We may not have anything to say about the first one,but the way that we choose to do the other two says more about ourselves than we think.And it is here that things get to the point of being "not so simple anymore". Okay,the thing is,we come alone.There is no vulcanic feeling of belnging,there is no magic in being held by two pairs of arms or feeling a certain person's warmth.No.Because,seriously,what does a litte baby know about all of that?Nothing poetic about this,is there? To me,the most important thing is that which is stuck between the two ones we have nothing much to say about.Our actions and thoughts