You know those moments when you really feel like/have to say something,or do something,but you just automatically switch to stand-by mode and can't say any single thing.
If you are asking,yes,I am talking about me and my tries of publishing something daily.I think there has only been one day without a new blog post,and today was close to being the next,since there's both nothing,but also everything on my mind at the moment.So yeah,here I am at 10 om,watching The X Factor,and I just feel guilty for not posting something,since I take this blog thing as some sort of therapy,so yeah,I go like,'Gee,there's nothing to write about'.And then it struck me.'Nothing.God,I'm bloody brilliant.'
So,how 'bout we chit chat a little about nothing?
What is nothing?
For real now,what the heck is nothing?Every goddamn time I try to picture nothing I go for a completely white/black room,but that is still something,theoretically speaking,so what the hell is nothing?
I guess the closest thing that gets to it would be the vacuum/void we learn about in Physics(I don't really know if those are the right words,since I am not a native English speaker,so may I be excused if they are not?) so that is it.Physics says it.
But it is quite hard to create a void with all those cray cray proprieties of it's,so let's keep it nice and metaphorical.
For me,personally,there always are those moments when I wanna say something and start my phrase,but stop,so people ask me what I wanted to say,and I always tend to go 'Nothing.'Or,this is really annoying,I get asked 'What are you thinking about?' and I really just go 'Nothing.'.Or or or 'What is wrong with you?' and,guess my answer.'Nothing.'
Truth is,nothing isn't always nothing.80% of the time it is either something or everything.However,we don't really feel like explaining things or ourselves to people,so 'nothing' seems like a good enough explanation.We are just so full of this void,that maybe this is where that 'nothing' comes from.We are too tired and too selfless(believe it or not)to keep it all for ourselves.Partly,because exxplaining is just showing some weekness,and how could we do that?It's not like we're human or something.On the other hand,it just makes you feel bad to put stuff down on people.It really feels awkward and wrong and you know they probably don't care.
So yeah,I suppose that maybe we are just gonna keep it on with our nothings,but maybe this is not the way it's suppose to be.We are human beings,so giving some explanations from time to time cannot hurt that much.Try it sometime,because,me,for one,I am quite a little scared and unexprienced when it comes to sharing stuff.
I am just awkward and have no idea how to recognise feelings in the very first place,but let's leave this for some future post.
Don't stick to nothing,dearies.
Sometimes,on the other hand,we feel like nothing.We just realise how small we are in comparison with all the other things in the Universe,how little we mean to the greater picture,how life goes on with or without us.But we do matter.To someone,for a while,we just may be everything.Life is about perception,everything is subjective.Nobody's nothing unless they think so.And even then,it is not completely true.There is always a rainbow after rain,even if you cannot see it,I guarantee that if you are cring in North Coreea or something,there may be a rainbow in Hawaii,so shut up and suck it up.Life is good and there's always something to live for.
Nothing is never the real answer
Love always,
Me.
If you are asking,yes,I am talking about me and my tries of publishing something daily.I think there has only been one day without a new blog post,and today was close to being the next,since there's both nothing,but also everything on my mind at the moment.So yeah,here I am at 10 om,watching The X Factor,and I just feel guilty for not posting something,since I take this blog thing as some sort of therapy,so yeah,I go like,'Gee,there's nothing to write about'.And then it struck me.'Nothing.
So,how 'bout we chit chat a little about nothing?
What is nothing?
For real now,what the heck is nothing?Every goddamn time I try to picture nothing I go for a completely white/black room,but that is still something,theoretically speaking,so what the hell is nothing?
I guess the closest thing that gets to it would be the vacuum/void we learn about in Physics(I don't really know if those are the right words,since I am not a native English speaker,so may I be excused if they are not?) so that is it.Physics says it.
But it is quite hard to create a void with all those cray cray proprieties of it's,so let's keep it nice and metaphorical.
For me,personally,there always are those moments when I wanna say something and start my phrase,but stop,so people ask me what I wanted to say,and I always tend to go 'Nothing.'Or,this is really annoying,I get asked 'What are you thinking about?' and I really just go 'Nothing.'.Or or or 'What is wrong with you?' and,guess my answer.'Nothing.'
Truth is,nothing isn't always nothing.80% of the time it is either something or everything.However,we don't really feel like explaining things or ourselves to people,so 'nothing' seems like a good enough explanation.We are just so full of this void,that maybe this is where that 'nothing' comes from.We are too tired and too selfless(believe it or not)to keep it all for ourselves.Partly,because exxplaining is just showing some weekness,and how could we do that?It's not like we're human or something.On the other hand,it just makes you feel bad to put stuff down on people.It really feels awkward and wrong and you know they probably don't care.
So yeah,I suppose that maybe we are just gonna keep it on with our nothings,but maybe this is not the way it's suppose to be.We are human beings,so giving some explanations from time to time cannot hurt that much.Try it sometime,because,me,for one,I am quite a little scared and unexprienced when it comes to sharing stuff.
I am just awkward and have no idea how to recognise feelings in the very first place,but let's leave this for some future post.
Don't stick to nothing,dearies.
Sometimes,on the other hand,we feel like nothing.We just realise how small we are in comparison with all the other things in the Universe,how little we mean to the greater picture,how life goes on with or without us.But we do matter.To someone,for a while,we just may be everything.Life is about perception,everything is subjective.Nobody's nothing unless they think so.And even then,it is not completely true.There is always a rainbow after rain,even if you cannot see it,I guarantee that if you are cring in North Coreea or something,there may be a rainbow in Hawaii,so shut up and suck it up.Life is good and there's always something to live for.
Nothing is never the real answer
Love always,
Me.
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