A reader lives a thousand lives before he dies.
It may just be another one of those things that stick to my awkward obnoxious personality,but I do believe that there is no fuller life than the life of a fangirl.Nobody feels things more deeply than us,and nobody understands things better.Not to seem posh or anything,but I believe that the real fangirls,the multi fandom,dedicated,amazing ones are some of the smartest people there ever were,are or will be.
I mean,there is nothing more emotionally and mentally exhausting than putting every bit of your mind and soul into something that is better at representing yourself,your dreams and likings and everything,than you are.And I find it flatterigng when a fangirl pauses her show,or takes a pause from reading in order to talk to you,which makes it so much easier to know you actually mean something to that person.
I find it really dull and I actually can't even picture it,so yeah,my heart hurts at the very thought of it,how a lot of people never open a book,or never open it for pleasure.How do you even live that way?H O W?HOW?
The world absolutely belongs to the people who read.And I don't mean just those people who read,I mean those people who read.There is no better feeling than getting sucked in a book and just be so passionate about everything,and treat it like it's your new hometown,and the characters are your new best friends and enemies and omg.That is one of the best feelings in the world,I swear.At times,you even get to that point where you even kind of identify yourself with one of the characters,or just kind of picture yourself being there,or imagine how it would've been if you were,or so on.However,I think that the most common feeling is that of literally falling for a character.I can't even count the number of times I have absolutely and irrelevantly fallen in love with a fictional character,simply because they are so much more than real life persons,who are just mainly stupid and no nearly as complex or intriguing.I don't know.I just tend to feel that way.Through my books,I personally get to experience so many different feelings that are so real and so intese,and I don't really know if I could ever get such a thrill from real life experiences,simply because I quite tend to find life so much more annoying and stupid and dull.
This way,we get the chance to engage such a deep bagage of feelings and experiences,it is very complicated to put this all in words,because the feeling is absolutely impossible to describe.
This is just a tiny piece of what I've had on my mind lately and thought it was worth sharing.
Love always,
Me.
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